Based on a True Story: Tough Decisions

I really am struggling with what I truly want in my life, and even though I never can seem to truly forget crossdressing I always feel like I never will do it again. I am just so afraid of so much, the ridicule(from both family and strangers). I don't have a feminine frame and I feel like even if I had the determination to work hard, I would never have a feminine physique. This cap is very emotional for me because I don't know what to do with my life. I don't want to lose my family that I love, but I also don't want to hurt you girls who love to read my caps. Any who, enough of my sob story, I hope you girls enjoy.

-xoxo Haylee